Creativity

It frustrates me that people can’t be different. Nobody seems to have original thoughts. I don’t ask to not “follow the crowd” or anything it’s just that understand their is a crowd and the people who succeed in life are the ones who lead it with their own unique ideas. Personally I guess I follow the crowd as well and like I said that isn’t bad but work on YOURSELF as well. To me things seem to be a popularity contest but this isn’t high school. Besides that my personal frustration in life is not knowing what I am doing. I constantly want to know what I need to do which is why I try to attempt to touch several things and try them out. To truly master something though it takes time but I feel like everyday that passes I waste my time doing something that is not for me. Yes it is interesting and I’d like it in my life as well but I want to know what to focus on and what to keep as a hobby. I feel undecided on several things because everything just seems so interesting. Music is amazing, entertainment(film, comedians, acting) is as well, computers are ridiculous! It just seems there is too many things in this world I wish I could do and it’s actually hard at times especially when I can’t find someone who will help give me that extra push by participating in my antics leaving me to abandon them. Oh well, I guess we’ll see how my life turns out in the long run. I just wish people could see things more like me. I feel people would be happy if they appreciated things more. Well I know their are some out there and maybe I just haven’t found them or maybe people do but I just don’t look into it too much. My point is people should just try to be themselves a little more and focus a little less on what others say. I don’t say that in a “ranting” way either but more in a helpful one.

Missing Police Women

So I didn’t get to see Police Women of Broward County today like I wanted to! Some personal technical difficulties prevented this from happening and so I am pretty upset. To make it up to myself I said, “Rick, don’t be mad. You can just find the episode online! I mean look at you! You can find it, your a genius,…handsome,…sexy,…-”. It went on for several hours later as you can imaging but no! Even then I have FAILED! I can’t seem to find it anywhere online. Now I am sad and hopeless. I decided to look at TLC’s website itself. I told myself, “You can just go to TLC’s website and see when it shows again! Why didn’t you think of this before! I mean your a genius,…handsome,…sexy,…-”. More hours were wasted and once again I missed a showing! Anyway it was 11pm and all hope was lost when I noticed there was going to be an airing at 11pm!!! Well this was true, confirmed by many people on twitter who claim they were watching it, but in my area we were stuck with L.A. Ink! Next showing of Police Women of Broward County tomorrow. So I end this sadly and depressed. I hope the show was good…

GETTING away with MURDER

I don’t know who is doing this but I swear someone is tapping into the wireless internet here. My reasoning behind this is it is going so slow! What is the point of going on YouTube to watch a five minute clip that takes ten minutes to load! This also tells me that without internet I WILL die. The signal strength is currently at it’s lowest and I am feeling weaker by the minute! Whoever you are out there I would like to let you know you are killing me. If only I could use Cerebro to find out who is behind this. Screw the mutants and screw the humans! Find me the person who is making the internet signal weak, Charles! Son of a bitch, load YouTube!
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Michael Jackson Tribute Song

What is up with all the Michael Jackson Tribute Songs? Is it me or is there just too many. For some reason every artist believes they have to make a MJ tribute song. I don’t get it. Stop it! I’m just saying, you weren’t singing about him before so why sing about him now? Not only that but he was constantly getting bashed by the media! If you loved him so much like you say so then why didn’t you stand up and fight for him. Personally, this tribute song thing just seems fake and meaningless. It’s like when rappers shout out Biggy and Tupac. I understand all of these were great people but by shouting them out it just seems as a cheap way to get exposure. Let’s say Michael Jackson was your brother or a close relative. I think that would be more meaningful and genuine but that’s not what is going on. If you turn on the T.V. at the moment music channels have nothing but Michael Jackson videos and other channels have shows on him as well. My point is it is fresh on every one’s minds because it is interesting but then you have people like Diddy and Aaron Carter making their tribute songs. Come on…Aaron Carter? Last time I heard from him he was trying to throw a party in his song “Aaron’s Party”. Doesn’t this seem like a way to get his name back out there? On Twitter.com he became a Trending Topic due to his MJ tribute. Sadly, I bumped into it and watched for a couple of minutes. What happened was Aaron Carter decided he would not only make a MJ tribute but also show him recording it through live video through his web cam for his fans, if any. While seeing the video you could sign in to twitter on the side to join in a chat or attempt to talk to Aaron, which most people watching did. The reason this became a Trending Topic so fast was because every time you signed in it automatically posted on twitter that you were watching Aaron Carter record his song along with giving a link to watch it as well and when you posted in the chat they all started with “Hey @AaronCarter7″. So by typing a message in the chat that message would also show on your main twitter page as if you were replying to Aaron along with that same automatted message at the end with the link to the live video. Personally the tribute song was pretty lame, as well, from what I heard. I mean there wasn’t much to listen to because he kept singing the same part over and over. It’s amazing I don’t remember the lyrics but there was the typical things in there. Something about why did he leave us and I heard the word heaven in there too. Aaron shared that he loved Michael so much, while wearing a glittery silver sports jacket, and urged fans watching to listen to the lyrics. He did a good job at ignoring bad comments at first and would shout out to the girl fans which commented on how much they loved him. Later on there were more bad comments which seemed to upset him as he read everything to himself real fast, did a peace sign, and turned off his web cam. Oh well, Michael Jackson was an awesome person and was very talented. I guess maybe I’m the only one who finds this whole tribute thing annoying. If I’m the weirdo here then I guess lets keep those MJ Tribute Songs coming! On with the show!

Aaron Carter – Aaron’s Party